What something?

Good afternoon you guys! It's been a week since my last post, so it seems that i had a bad day today.

It was all began after i went home from the exam at school, at first i dont feel anything goes wrong. Then i suddenly felt like my head was dizzy and super spinning around. So i prefer to take a sleep until it is 4. now i found that my head isnt feeling that good. But i'm not sure bout to take the medicines. You know those thingy are too addictive

And if you still remember i was sick last month, i cant say that i'm feeling all fine this far. I feel like there is still something wrong with me.. I dont know what actually it is, how could i say to my parents? It's like...i'm in a big lack of spirit. Really easily tired and have no energy. I sometimes having a fever at night but it's not too high so i never told them. I mean, my parents. Because i know they will give me medicine, you have no idea how much i hate it. It has no taste.

Oh, I forgot to tell you that tomorrow is the last day of exam in this smester! I wish i can do it well, so i wouldnt get any worry feeling, and enjoy the whole holiday (even i should take a medical check up during holiday, K this isnt so bad) but then i wish the ill i got wont disturb my holiday even i still should have a bedrest. A really bed rest. Wohooooooo i know God loves me that much.

Anyway, i have some undescribeable feeling nowadays. Yeah i cant tell it for the details because i even dont know it, sometimes i woke up in the morning and feeling like P. Diddy, go bed like a G6, and the next morning i suddenly feeling like a plastic bag, K just kidding haha. No, thats not what i mean. Hmmm it just like this, i feel something that i've lost it for years. Something makes me smiling all day even just from the simplest thing. Haha yes maybe it's like all of sudden my black-white life is coloured by someone. Oh i mean something. Well i dont know haha :D
Though it's been a year. I thought i'll never feel that way again,because i had the sameeeeeeeeeeeeeee days everyday. EVERY. DAY. And i even cant change it. Very boring.

K i know this is embarassing. So, have a nice day you readers!!