15.6.11

Meh

Well actually i want to share some photos of mine that i've been keep forever. But this freaky ipad cant let me upload those photos so i think i'm gonna share it on the next post :D
Anyway, how are y'all? This is already holiday even there's an event at my school, i dont go to school because it will be so boring there, though i wont see 'anyone' there rite haha.

And i'm gonna spend my super short holiday at jakarta-jogja! Guess i will come to my brother's graduation day at UII!! Wow i cant believe it, my two brothers are already finish their college and i....still. A secondary student of high school T_T then if i forget, please remember me that my brother will treat me hoka hoka bento for his graduation \^^/

It's now 10:09 pm on my watch and i dont feel like to do anything than posting my blog. K should i tell ya how i feel rite now? Oh i dont thi k coz i know it will be so embarassing.....haha. Yea i feel like i have so many problems nowadays, i dont know why but i think 2011 isnt my year and 201K is supeeeeeerrrrrrr better than this year. I may say this year sucks. Wish i could escape for half a year and come again in 2012. I hope next year will be my year because i will graduate from high school and cattch into a university. Hmm i still dont know where i should continue my study in, but my parents ask me to study in Jogja, but i'm dreaming of staying in malaysia and continue my study there and work at seven eleven, it would be cool i think, but i'm afraid of the tuition fee and the living cost, it will be more expensive aight? So i'm now about searching for a scholarships to study there, wish i could get it easily.

Now i'm just chatting via blackberry messanger with tutur, my friend, she tells me a horor story about my friend and she succesfuly makes me cant sleep. Greattttt what am i gonna do huhu. K i promise you to share some photos on the next post via pc. Goodnight!

9.6.11

What something?

Good afternoon you guys! It's been a week since my last post, so it seems that i had a bad day today.

It was all began after i went home from the exam at school, at first i dont feel anything goes wrong. Then i suddenly felt like my head was dizzy and super spinning around. So i prefer to take a sleep until it is 4. now i found that my head isnt feeling that good. But i'm not sure bout to take the medicines. You know those thingy are too addictive

And if you still remember i was sick last month, i cant say that i'm feeling all fine this far. I feel like there is still something wrong with me.. I dont know what actually it is, how could i say to my parents? It's like...i'm in a big lack of spirit. Really easily tired and have no energy. I sometimes having a fever at night but it's not too high so i never told them. I mean, my parents. Because i know they will give me medicine, you have no idea how much i hate it. It has no taste.

Oh, I forgot to tell you that tomorrow is the last day of exam in this smester! I wish i can do it well, so i wouldnt get any worry feeling, and enjoy the whole holiday (even i should take a medical check up during holiday, K this isnt so bad) but then i wish the ill i got wont disturb my holiday even i still should have a bedrest. A really bed rest. Wohooooooo i know God loves me that much.

Anyway, i have some undescribeable feeling nowadays. Yeah i cant tell it for the details because i even dont know it, sometimes i woke up in the morning and feeling like P. Diddy, go bed like a G6, and the next morning i suddenly feeling like a plastic bag, K just kidding haha. No, thats not what i mean. Hmmm it just like this, i feel something that i've lost it for years. Something makes me smiling all day even just from the simplest thing. Haha yes maybe it's like all of sudden my black-white life is coloured by someone. Oh i mean something. Well i dont know haha :D
Though it's been a year. I thought i'll never feel that way again,because i had the sameeeeeeeeeeeeeee days everyday. EVERY. DAY. And i even cant change it. Very boring.

K i know this is embarassing. So, have a nice day you readers!!