Meh

Well actually i want to share some photos of mine that i've been keep forever. But this freaky ipad cant let me upload those photos so i think i'm gonna share it on the next post :D
Anyway, how are y'all? This is already holiday even there's an event at my school, i dont go to school because it will be so boring there, though i wont see 'anyone' there rite haha.

And i'm gonna spend my super short holiday at jakarta-jogja! Guess i will come to my brother's graduation day at UII!! Wow i cant believe it, my two brothers are already finish their college and i....still. A secondary student of high school T_T then if i forget, please remember me that my brother will treat me hoka hoka bento for his graduation \^^/

It's now 10:09 pm on my watch and i dont feel like to do anything than posting my blog. K should i tell ya how i feel rite now? Oh i dont thi k coz i know it will be so embarassing.....haha. Yea i feel like i have so many problems nowadays, i dont know why but i think 2011 isnt my year and 201K is supeeeeeerrrrrrr better than this year. I may say this year sucks. Wish i could escape for half a year and come again in 2012. I hope next year will be my year because i will graduate from high school and cattch into a university. Hmm i still dont know where i should continue my study in, but my parents ask me to study in Jogja, but i'm dreaming of staying in malaysia and continue my study there and work at seven eleven, it would be cool i think, but i'm afraid of the tuition fee and the living cost, it will be more expensive aight? So i'm now about searching for a scholarships to study there, wish i could get it easily.

Now i'm just chatting via blackberry messanger with tutur, my friend, she tells me a horor story about my friend and she succesfuly makes me cant sleep. Greattttt what am i gonna do huhu. K i promise you to share some photos on the next post via pc. Goodnight!

What something?

Good afternoon you guys! It's been a week since my last post, so it seems that i had a bad day today.

It was all began after i went home from the exam at school, at first i dont feel anything goes wrong. Then i suddenly felt like my head was dizzy and super spinning around. So i prefer to take a sleep until it is 4. now i found that my head isnt feeling that good. But i'm not sure bout to take the medicines. You know those thingy are too addictive

And if you still remember i was sick last month, i cant say that i'm feeling all fine this far. I feel like there is still something wrong with me.. I dont know what actually it is, how could i say to my parents? It's like...i'm in a big lack of spirit. Really easily tired and have no energy. I sometimes having a fever at night but it's not too high so i never told them. I mean, my parents. Because i know they will give me medicine, you have no idea how much i hate it. It has no taste.

Oh, I forgot to tell you that tomorrow is the last day of exam in this smester! I wish i can do it well, so i wouldnt get any worry feeling, and enjoy the whole holiday (even i should take a medical check up during holiday, K this isnt so bad) but then i wish the ill i got wont disturb my holiday even i still should have a bedrest. A really bed rest. Wohooooooo i know God loves me that much.

Anyway, i have some undescribeable feeling nowadays. Yeah i cant tell it for the details because i even dont know it, sometimes i woke up in the morning and feeling like P. Diddy, go bed like a G6, and the next morning i suddenly feeling like a plastic bag, K just kidding haha. No, thats not what i mean. Hmmm it just like this, i feel something that i've lost it for years. Something makes me smiling all day even just from the simplest thing. Haha yes maybe it's like all of sudden my black-white life is coloured by someone. Oh i mean something. Well i dont know haha :D
Though it's been a year. I thought i'll never feel that way again,because i had the sameeeeeeeeeeeeeee days everyday. EVERY. DAY. And i even cant change it. Very boring.

K i know this is embarassing. So, have a nice day you readers!!

i call them angelz

Make a gif

my favourites on playlists

zee avi. she's awesome, i like her songs, she's from malaysia. i wonder when she will come to indo

gugun blue shelter. guess what they're from indonesia, but they are super cool

adele

his songs are way too jazzy. i like him since i was in elementary school. i first listened to his song 'mind trick

norah jones, she's likely same as jamie cullum but her songs are more slowly

radioheadtame impala

the drums, they were on tour in indonesia too bad i couldnt watch it T_T


the strokes. i know them from my classmate. they're cool

three free days before exam

Nothing's gonna harm you, not while I'm around.
No one's gonna hurt you, not while I'm around.

Demons are prowling everywhere, nowadays,
I'll send 'em howling,
I got ways.

No one's gonna hurt you,
No one's gonna dare.
Others can desert you,
Not to worry,
whistle, I'll be there.

Demons'll charm you with a smile, for a while,

But in time
Nothing can harm you
Not while I'm around


Demons'll charm you with a smile, for a while
But in time
Nothing can harm you
Not while I'm around

jamie cullum - not while i'm around

good afternoon everyone, so while posting this i listen to jamie cullum songs and i spend a whole day at home wondering what i would do to kill this boredom. this friday i will get my exam at school, haha yes i need no preparation, just let me fill the paper with my own logical thinking, not as the theory that given from the textbook. it's way easier right?

i'm still wishing and wondering like this, I wish I could through my final test with no problem. get the excellent scores, and move to 12th grade and running to my mom with my big smile and my shining eyes. Ok then, now too bad i'm too lazy even to take my books and read it or study some subjects.

it's now 2:51 PM and i'm alone at home. like ussually my dad is out for working at the office, my mom too but she's now at jakarta or jogja or something i dont know. my two maid are (maybe) busy about the works. so i've got nothihng to do. haha ok then, i gotta look my phone and ask if there is a new task from teacher that should be done. you must be confused why there is still any task for me even i'll get my exam on friday right? me even dont know. so, smell you later.

Buddies

I miss my girls. A lot. Gonna see them soon @ school, xoxo

ah ya, I miss Rija too, she is @ Bekasi and i wish i could meet her on holiday

not forget nor less care

So, it's been ages since my last post. Too bad i still dont forget with this 'mati suri' blog. how are you guys doin'? mine okay. but am gonna have my exam this Friday. i wish for some luck. i dont really sure i can do the exam very well because i was absent from school for almost a month because of i was sick. eventough i dont really feeling well today but thank God i still can finish all my tasks so maybe i'll get a good score then.

i'm now in the middle of confuse-ness or weird or i could say i'm now in a random feelin'. and now i'm listening to some vamipre weekend songs while posting this.

i'm currently miss my childhood. i feel like, i was very happy, wake up at 9 o'clock, breakfast with chocolate bread, watch tom n jerry, play playdough, hide and seek, sing a song when it's an independence day and win a singing competition at the kindergarten school, and get an award as the best student in playgroup.

and as the time goes by, the moments were all gone.