Meh

Well actually i want to share some photos of mine that i've been keep forever. But this freaky ipad cant let me upload those photos so i think i'm gonna share it on the next post :D
Anyway, how are y'all? This is already holiday even there's an event at my school, i dont go to school because it will be so boring there, though i wont see 'anyone' there rite haha.

And i'm gonna spend my super short holiday at jakarta-jogja! Guess i will come to my brother's graduation day at UII!! Wow i cant believe it, my two brothers are already finish their college and i....still. A secondary student of high school T_T then if i forget, please remember me that my brother will treat me hoka hoka bento for his graduation \^^/

It's now 10:09 pm on my watch and i dont feel like to do anything than posting my blog. K should i tell ya how i feel rite now? Oh i dont thi k coz i know it will be so embarassing.....haha. Yea i feel like i have so many problems nowadays, i dont know why but i think 2011 isnt my year and 201K is supeeeeeerrrrrrr better than this year. I may say this year sucks. Wish i could escape for half a year and come again in 2012. I hope next year will be my year because i will graduate from high school and cattch into a university. Hmm i still dont know where i should continue my study in, but my parents ask me to study in Jogja, but i'm dreaming of staying in malaysia and continue my study there and work at seven eleven, it would be cool i think, but i'm afraid of the tuition fee and the living cost, it will be more expensive aight? So i'm now about searching for a scholarships to study there, wish i could get it easily.

Now i'm just chatting via blackberry messanger with tutur, my friend, she tells me a horor story about my friend and she succesfuly makes me cant sleep. Greattttt what am i gonna do huhu. K i promise you to share some photos on the next post via pc. Goodnight!

What something?

Good afternoon you guys! It's been a week since my last post, so it seems that i had a bad day today.

It was all began after i went home from the exam at school, at first i dont feel anything goes wrong. Then i suddenly felt like my head was dizzy and super spinning around. So i prefer to take a sleep until it is 4. now i found that my head isnt feeling that good. But i'm not sure bout to take the medicines. You know those thingy are too addictive

And if you still remember i was sick last month, i cant say that i'm feeling all fine this far. I feel like there is still something wrong with me.. I dont know what actually it is, how could i say to my parents? It's like...i'm in a big lack of spirit. Really easily tired and have no energy. I sometimes having a fever at night but it's not too high so i never told them. I mean, my parents. Because i know they will give me medicine, you have no idea how much i hate it. It has no taste.

Oh, I forgot to tell you that tomorrow is the last day of exam in this smester! I wish i can do it well, so i wouldnt get any worry feeling, and enjoy the whole holiday (even i should take a medical check up during holiday, K this isnt so bad) but then i wish the ill i got wont disturb my holiday even i still should have a bedrest. A really bed rest. Wohooooooo i know God loves me that much.

Anyway, i have some undescribeable feeling nowadays. Yeah i cant tell it for the details because i even dont know it, sometimes i woke up in the morning and feeling like P. Diddy, go bed like a G6, and the next morning i suddenly feeling like a plastic bag, K just kidding haha. No, thats not what i mean. Hmmm it just like this, i feel something that i've lost it for years. Something makes me smiling all day even just from the simplest thing. Haha yes maybe it's like all of sudden my black-white life is coloured by someone. Oh i mean something. Well i dont know haha :D
Though it's been a year. I thought i'll never feel that way again,because i had the sameeeeeeeeeeeeeee days everyday. EVERY. DAY. And i even cant change it. Very boring.

K i know this is embarassing. So, have a nice day you readers!!

i call them angelz

Make a gif

my favourites on playlists

zee avi. she's awesome, i like her songs, she's from malaysia. i wonder when she will come to indo

gugun blue shelter. guess what they're from indonesia, but they are super cool

adele

his songs are way too jazzy. i like him since i was in elementary school. i first listened to his song 'mind trick

norah jones, she's likely same as jamie cullum but her songs are more slowly

radioheadtame impala

the drums, they were on tour in indonesia too bad i couldnt watch it T_T


the strokes. i know them from my classmate. they're cool

three free days before exam

Nothing's gonna harm you, not while I'm around.
No one's gonna hurt you, not while I'm around.

Demons are prowling everywhere, nowadays,
I'll send 'em howling,
I got ways.

No one's gonna hurt you,
No one's gonna dare.
Others can desert you,
Not to worry,
whistle, I'll be there.

Demons'll charm you with a smile, for a while,

But in time
Nothing can harm you
Not while I'm around


Demons'll charm you with a smile, for a while
But in time
Nothing can harm you
Not while I'm around

jamie cullum - not while i'm around

good afternoon everyone, so while posting this i listen to jamie cullum songs and i spend a whole day at home wondering what i would do to kill this boredom. this friday i will get my exam at school, haha yes i need no preparation, just let me fill the paper with my own logical thinking, not as the theory that given from the textbook. it's way easier right?

i'm still wishing and wondering like this, I wish I could through my final test with no problem. get the excellent scores, and move to 12th grade and running to my mom with my big smile and my shining eyes. Ok then, now too bad i'm too lazy even to take my books and read it or study some subjects.

it's now 2:51 PM and i'm alone at home. like ussually my dad is out for working at the office, my mom too but she's now at jakarta or jogja or something i dont know. my two maid are (maybe) busy about the works. so i've got nothihng to do. haha ok then, i gotta look my phone and ask if there is a new task from teacher that should be done. you must be confused why there is still any task for me even i'll get my exam on friday right? me even dont know. so, smell you later.

Buddies

I miss my girls. A lot. Gonna see them soon @ school, xoxo

ah ya, I miss Rija too, she is @ Bekasi and i wish i could meet her on holiday

not forget nor less care

So, it's been ages since my last post. Too bad i still dont forget with this 'mati suri' blog. how are you guys doin'? mine okay. but am gonna have my exam this Friday. i wish for some luck. i dont really sure i can do the exam very well because i was absent from school for almost a month because of i was sick. eventough i dont really feeling well today but thank God i still can finish all my tasks so maybe i'll get a good score then.

i'm now in the middle of confuse-ness or weird or i could say i'm now in a random feelin'. and now i'm listening to some vamipre weekend songs while posting this.

i'm currently miss my childhood. i feel like, i was very happy, wake up at 9 o'clock, breakfast with chocolate bread, watch tom n jerry, play playdough, hide and seek, sing a song when it's an independence day and win a singing competition at the kindergarten school, and get an award as the best student in playgroup.

and as the time goes by, the moments were all gone.

bored.

some video from youtube for this bored-night.

The Secret

ok for this night i'm gonna tell you book that i have read yesterday.

haven't you read it yet?

The secret, buku yang dicitakan oleh Rhonde Byne ini bener2 bisa memotivasi kita semua. buku ini berecerita tentang hukum tarik-menarik di diri kita sendiri. Kelebihan buku ini, yang mengangkat "kembali" nilai yang sudah "klise" sampe2 menjadi topik di acara Oprah Winfrey Show dan di Indonesia selalu dikutip oleh para motivator dalam berbagai presentasi. here's the video.

kreativitas Rhonda Byrne dalam menyusun bukunya. dia memaparkan ilmu, trik, jurus-jurus dan aneka tips yang berkaitan dengan tema yang hendak disampaikannya. seperti tersirat dari judulnya, ia cenderung mengambil langkah agak memutar dengan mengungkapkan rahasia orang-orang sukses di masa lalu. Byrne berpikir bahwa orang-orang sukses di seluruh dunia telah memahami dan menerapkan hukum-hukum alam, terutama hukum tarik-menarik yang dianggap sebagai hukum terkuat di alam semesta.

dalam buku ini Byrne juga mengumpulkan 24 pembicara untuk mengupas hukum tarik-menarik sebagai sebuah rahasia besar yang perlu diketahui oleh siapa pun yang ingin sukses., seperti psikolog, ahli metafisika, pakar fengshui, pengusaha, filsuf, fisikawan kuantum hingga dokter spesialis syaraf.

pendapat-pendapat mereka tentang rahasia sukses tersebut dari Byrne menarik dan engga membosankan. Kutipan2 itu dimunculkan berselang-seling di sela-sela narasi Byrne sendiri. Diawali dengan bab "Cara Menggunakan Rahasia", Byrne kemudian membagi pembahasannya dalam 6 bagian yang masing-masing mewakili rahasia besar, yakni Rahasia Uang, Rahasia Relasi, Rahasia Kesehatan, Rahasia Dunia, Rahasia Anda dan Rahasia Kehidupan.

so you guys interested? me a lot. sebenernya ini salah satu buku psikologi yang sering aku baca..

Mirrors

The mirror saw the reflection of love
Created as it was in a dream
I cried and cried with the heavens above
Inside, I wanted to scream.

You are the essence of my heart
You are the perpetual muse
Radiance, perfection, beauty, angelicness
Are all personified in you.

Hoahm,

Good evening.
Have a nice Saturday night.
I'm just having unrest feeling nowadays, I even don't know why. I hope it just temporary.
And I also wish I don't hurt you with my words. Because my feeling is unspoken. I just can't explain it.

Thank you.

Halo

Hmmm, oke. Sekarang aku mau review dulu. :D
Beberapa hari yang lalu aku baru aja pergi ke Plaza Medan Fair. Bagi anak2 Medan pasti tau dong di sana lagi ada pameran usaha kecil mikro dan menengah yang diadakan selama 3 hari. Nah, aku sempetin deh ke situ, and I've got some nice stuffs from that. Meskipun harganya agak mahal.. -___-
Sebenernya acaranya baguuus, tapi waktunya kurang lama karena cuma 3 hari. Dan kalo bisa sering-sering diadakan acara kayak gini. Dari sini aku baru tau kalo di Medan juga banyak jualan aksesoris2 keren, kain tradisional, tas, kalung, dan masih banyak lagi - 16 tahun tinggal di Medan aku ga pernah tau kalo di Medan ada juga yang jualan kayak gitu - sayangnya toko2 asli tempat mereka jualan jauh2 dari rumah, dan mereka kurang promosi.

Ini ada beberapa foto yang aku ambil, yah maaf kalo kabur-kabur karna diambil secara candid.




yaaa sepertinya itu aja info dari saya. Yang jelas, kayaknya hari ini pamerannya masih ada, sampai besok.
Semoga bermanfaat, wassalam :D

OMFG

Someday I will ride the great bird
Into the sky, into the grey
And will take a bright secret of mine
Into the grey, grey sky.

And the light will come, piercing my eyes
Out of the sky, out of the grey
Come blinding and searing these eyes
Out of the grey, grey sky.

Saya capek, lelah, penat, dan kadang nggak punya banyak waktu untuk diri sendiri.
Ah kapan ya berakhir, saya butuh hiburan atau liburan sebentar saja.
Mungkin saya juga butuh orang yang benar-benar mengerti keadaan saya. Mungkin....

it's all about life...

I could go on and on and tell you all about life
But I'm not here to sort this out for you

Life is all about you and how you treat it
You criticizes it...well, you're actually criticizing yourself
You like it, you hate it..well, its all up to you
Life is you so be careful how you describe it

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guess what i've got

so readers i've just visited http://www.julyfishtail.blogspot.com/ and i'm surprised to read this post


I checked my confirmation note. My flight was MH1155, not MH1161. So why did he tell me about MH1161's new flight timing? I called the toll-free number and asked that question. The man said, "Hold on, sir." A few moments later, he said my flight MH1155 had been cancelled "for technical reasons" and they had put me on MH1161. You got to give it to these guys; they could tell 2 days in advance that their plane was going to have technical problems.

"Leaving Penang at 8 pm is too late for me; can you put me on the 4 pm flight?"
"Hold on, sir." Then, "sorry sir, that flight is full. But we can put you on the 10 am morning flight if you wish." I said that was too early. When he said sorry, I used the magic word. "Firefly! Then put me on Firefly; there's one leaving at 4 pm."

"Sorry sir, that's full."
"That's not full. I have it on my screen and it's still selling." (In other words, don't try to bluff me, dude.)
"Sorry sir, we can't do that unless all the MAS flights are full."
Did you get that? That meant even if there are still seats left on the midnight flight, they will put me on the midnight flight and not on any alternative Firefly flights.
"No, I was put on Firefly 3 weeks ago when my MAS flight was cancelled."
Hold on, sir.

Can you give me your booking number of 3 weeks ago?
No, that was 3 weeks ago and I've thrown away my confirmatory note.
Hold on, sir.

We can only put you on Firefly if it is a Series 9 flight. That means it's coach sharing with MAS, and ...
Hey wait wait! Don't give me all these technical stuffs. You cancel my flight, your alternative flight is either too late or too early and that's not acceptable, so just put me on Firefly like what happened 3 weeks ago.
Hold on, sir.

Finally, Mr Hold On Sir came back on the line and said everything was ok, "You are now on Firefly FY2089 departing 4-10 pm. Just check in with the same booking number one hour before departure." Wow, I was soooooo happy. I even envisaged myself taking not one but two muffins from the Firefly air-hostess.

Then you know what happened? On Sunday, I confidently went to the Firefly counter in Penang and this was what the ground stewardess told me:
"Sorry sir, we can't issue you a boarding pass."
"Whaaaat!! Why not? The MAS guy said everything was alright and see, you even have my name on your system."
"There is a payment problem, sir."
"Can't be. I've paid MAS. Here, this is the proof ..."
"You see, sir; you have paid MAS but MAS has not paid us. So we can't issue you a boarding pass."

Sunday, December 27, 2009 9:38 PM

tau buku 'gurita cikeas' ciptaannya George Junus Aditjondro yang baru2 ini ditarik dari edarannya kan? heeem aku jadi penasaran gmn isi buku itu. ini berita penarikan buu 'gurita cikeas' yang aku dapet dari www.thejakartapost.com

George denies linking SBY with Bank Century

The Jakarta Post , Jakarta | Sun, 12/27/2009 8:47 PM | National

Author George Junus Aditjondro has denied his new book links President Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono to the scandal-ridden Bank Century.
“I never said that money from Century went to Yudhoyono,” he said in an interview with TVOne on Sunday"
“Please read the book carefully. What I said was one of the biggest depositors at Century was Budi Sampoerna, who was also a donors for Yudhoyono and his Democratic Party.”
He added Budi had invested Rp 150 billion (US$16 million) with the Journal Nasional daily newspaper, which effectively served as the mouthpiece for Yudhoyono and the Democrats for the elections earlier this year.
Gearge’s book, Unmasking the Cikeas Octopus: Behind the Bank Century Scandal, was initially set to be launched Wednesday.
But several bookstores, including Gramedia, withdrew the book, he said.
The book hinted that four Yudhoyono family four foundations – Puri Cikeas, Mutu Manikam Nusantara, Kepedulian dan Kesetiakawanan, and Madjelis Dzikir SBY – had been used to as fronts for financial support ahead of the presiden.

iyeeuuwh

ceritanya tadi aku beli es krim baskin robin yg aku temui di salah satu mal. jadi, karna aku tiba2 pengen beli, maka aku belilah eskrim itu. ada yang pake cone, ada juga yg pake cup.
heeem karna aku rakus jadi aku pesen yang double deh :P

but you-know-what aku ga ngeliat harganya dulu and you-know-what ternyata harga es krim tersebut adalah 45.000 rupiah sodara sodara. it means that i spent 45.000 only for double ice cream. ooh goddamn...

baiklah. itu belum seberapa. aku pesen rum raisin dan mint chocolate sama mba2 baskin robinnya. setelah dibayar dan aku makan, well umh, it feels like cough syrup -__-
sialan ih. kirain gara2 namanya keren rasanya pasti enak, eh ternyata enggak. here are the pics, maaf kalo agak kabur soalnya diambil pake kamera handphone.

gagal

intinya adalah saya ga cocok makan es krim mewah seperti baskin robin dan eskrim di atas ini adalah es krim tergagal yang pernah saya makan setelah eskrim rasa duren hahahaha.

cheers :)

Foolish. Yes, I am.

Kebodohan.
yak, saya terlalu bodoh.
saya menghapus beberapa postingan yang sangat teramat begitu penting di blog ini. oh Tuhan bisakan waktu itu di-Undo? aku mau baca postingan yang duluuuuuuuuu!!!!

FYI: yang tau cara balikin posting yang uda kita hapus tolooongggg hubungi saya as soon as possible.